Thursday, September 02, 2010

Dear Diary-4

August 21, 2010

OK so this is as far as I got with this post…and today’s actual date is September 1, 2010.  Do I really remember what happened on Aug. 21?  Maybe not everything, but I do remember a binge, in  fact I remember that it was the start of a THREE day binge.  It just sucks that i HAVE these binges on a way too regular schedule.  Why can’t I eat 1500 calories a day and be done with it.  I just shovel in food.  Doesn’t even have to be something I like.  It seems to be a quantity issue—just shovel until I just physically can’t anymore.  Does this make any sense?

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