Thursday, August 26, 2010

Dear Diary-3

August 20, 2010

Today I took my waist measurement….not going to weigh myself until Sept. 1 but I did want a way to see if I am making progress.  So my waist is 2 inches bigger than it was on April 9th.  Just love waisting (I know this is not the correct spelling) the last 4 MONTHS!!  But there you go…I did waste it.

I also got in my hour of exercise…Wii and walking.  I am so disgusted with myself.  Why do I drop out of exercise when it makes me feel so great?  No sane reason for it.  I feel confident, strong, and powerful when I exercise daily.  What is wrong with me??  Getting back in the exercise groove the last three days has been amazing.  I just don’t understand why I drop the ball so much.

Eating….so how was eating today?  It was good except for the chocolate strawberry piece of cake I had, but even that was better.  It was better because I ate it mindfully, I really took my time and savored each bite.  A vast difference from my usual habit of stuffing it in as fast as I can. Another difference, I enjoyed it instead of feeling guilty….I also stopped with one piece instead of having more.

Progress in my estimation!

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